Day 130 – No Desires at All, But Still Occasional Nightmares
Hey everyone – the activity here at HowIQuitSmokingPot.com has seemed to dwindle down quite a bit and I know that is probably mostly because I have not been posting here at all. A lot has happened already this year – I lost my house, have gone through a couple of new jobs and am currently traveling doing Roadshows, demonstrating an awesome blender that helps people become healthier.
I had to go back and check out the calendar, but it appears that today is Day 130 in my quest to quit smoking marijuana. It’s one of the best things I have done in my life and I am happy to report that I have had absolutely no desire to start up again – even though I’ve had plenty of opportunities to do so – as well as A LOT of challenges that would have previously sent me backward.
That said, this past week, I have had a couple of dreams, or nightmares in which I did get stoned again. The good news is that they didn’t cause me to wake up in a cold sweat or anything and they are really more of a nuisance than anything.
I did get a call last week from someone in Florida who was 10 days clean and having a tough time – he was thinking that he would never return to ‘normal’. I’m the last person to be able to pretend I know what normal is, but I did assure him that when he sticks to being clean and sober, that he will continue to get healthier and things will get easier and easier. I told him that it may help to document his efforts and offered him an opportunity to do it here on the blog. He said that he wanted to, but I haven’t heard back from him yet.
I wish him and everyone else on this journey the best of success – and congratulate everyone who is doing so well – especially my mates Katie and Richie! I encourage you all to stick with it – I can certainly tell you that my life is so much better without The Evil Weed! Be well – and take Massive Action!