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Angel’s Day 34

WOOHOOO!! I made it past a month and it feels WONDERFUL. Huge pat on my back, taking a bow 🙂

The only downfall is my sleep cycle is at it’s worst. I don’t have nightmares, but I’ve been tossing and turning for the past two weeks and it’s driving me nuts. Due to the lack of sleep I have horrible headaches and am not super focused as I was 3 weeks ago. It could also be the pressure from my work…stress. But no worries, I won’t succumb to stress and start toking up or drinking like a fool.

Meditation, yoga and healthy eating….

But most important thing now is that I have no desire at all to smoke the weed.

Namaste everyone and have a great weekend! I will focus on sleep!!!!

 

Angel’s Day 34

WOOHOOO!! I made it past a month and it feels WONDERFUL. Huge pat on my back, taking a bow 🙂

The only downfall is my sleep cycle is at it’s worst. I don’t have nightmares, but I’ve been tossing and turning for the past two weeks and it’s driving me nuts. Due to the lack of sleep I have horrible headaches and am not super focused as I was 3 weeks ago. It could also be the pressure from my work…stress. But no worries, I won’t succumb to stress and start toking up or drinking like a fool.

Meditation, yoga and healthy eating….

But most important thing now is that I have no desire at all to smoke the weed.

Namaste everyone and have a great weekend! I will focus on sleep!!!!

 

Angel’s Day 16

It finally happened. I dreamt about smoking pot. In my dream I was hanging out with a friend getting ready to go out and she whipped out a one hitter. I remember being hesitant about taking a toke but did it anyways and immediately after remorse hit me. Pretty intense feeling of guilt as I woke up, but relieved to know that I did not smoke 🙂

My headaches are still there but very slight, sleeping patterns are still sporadic.  My reward, though, is that it’s DAY 16 and I have no desire whatsoever to smoke. I don’t have an urgency to go to a dispensary to get pot anymore (perhaps that will come back but at least I know that I will fight it and win).  My mind is getting clearer every day from the 17 years of fog; short term memory is finally coming back. Remembering people’s names upon greeting is a big thing and I’m slowly getting there. I’m not aimlessly multi-tasking anymore, yet focusing on one thing at a time with great concentration and feeling a great sense of accomplishment. I’m starting to meditate again as well as working out. Drinking a ton of water and eating better food (not having a munch fest anymore). Best of all, my skin has improved, my lungs feel more free and I am genuinely happier.

If only I had known…I would have done this sooner 😉 But better now than never!!!!

Peace and love.

xo

Angel

Angel’s Day 16

It finally happened. I dreamt about smoking pot. In my dream I was hanging out with a friend getting ready to go out and she whipped out a one hitter. I remember being hesitant about taking a toke but did it anyways and immediately after remorse hit me. Pretty intense feeling of guilt as I woke up, but relieved to know that I did not smoke 🙂

My headaches are still there but very slight, sleeping patterns are still sporadic.  My reward, though, is that it’s DAY 16 and I have no desire whatsoever to smoke. I don’t have an urgency to go to a dispensary to get pot anymore (perhaps that will come back but at least I know that I will fight it and win).  My mind is getting clearer every day from the 17 years of fog; short term memory is finally coming back. Remembering people’s names upon greeting is a big thing and I’m slowly getting there. I’m not aimlessly multi-tasking anymore, yet focusing on one thing at a time with great concentration and feeling a great sense of accomplishment. I’m starting to meditate again as well as working out. Drinking a ton of water and eating better food (not having a munch fest anymore). Best of all, my skin has improved, my lungs feel more free and I am genuinely happier.

If only I had known…I would have done this sooner 😉 But better now than never!!!!

Peace and love.

xo

Angel

Angel’s Day 10: Phlegm and coughing

Day 10 and I’m  coughing some things out.  I mean, I don’t terribly mind because I know I’m healing and the body is trying to get rid of the built up resin in my lungs. How long did it last for everyone?

Headache is gone and so are night sweats btw. I had my first real nightmare yesterday. It was fun…

xo

Angel

Angel’s Day 10: Phlegm and coughing

Day 10 and I’m  coughing some things out.  I mean, I don’t terribly mind because I know I’m healing and the body is trying to get rid of the built up resin in my lungs. How long did it last for everyone?

Headache is gone and so are night sweats btw. I had my first real nightmare yesterday. It was fun…

xo

Angel

Angel’s Day 8: Headaches and night sweats

Hello quitters!

Here I go with the headaches and night sweats. I have to lay a towel on my bed because I sweat puddles as I sleep. And then I wake up drenched, uncomfortable and slimy. That’s okay though because I know that it’s working. I am detoxing and grateful that this decision was made and sticking to it. It’s probably due to the previous attempts and now I’m so determined to overcome this addiction 🙂

Yesterday, I met my regular group of friends for beach volleyball. After the game someone pulled out a one-hitter and started passing it around. I was so proud to say that I had no desire whatsoever to smoke it…although it did smell nice. They all know I quit and respect me for it but I’m not going to ask them to not smoke in front of me. My willpower is building and I am starting to feel free.

xo

Angel

Angel’s Day 8: Headaches and night sweats

Hello quitters!

Here I go with the headaches and night sweats. I have to lay a towel on my bed because I sweat puddles as I sleep. And then I wake up drenched, uncomfortable and slimy. That’s okay though because I know that it’s working. I am detoxing and grateful that this decision was made and sticking to it. It’s probably due to the previous attempts and now I’m so determined to overcome this addiction 🙂

Yesterday, I met my regular group of friends for beach volleyball. After the game someone pulled out a one-hitter and started passing it around. I was so proud to say that I had no desire whatsoever to smoke it…although it did smell nice. They all know I quit and respect me for it but I’m not going to ask them to not smoke in front of me. My willpower is building and I am starting to feel free.

xo

Angel

Angel’s Day 3: Talk about attitude…

This will be very brief.  My temper…is out of control today. No horrible urges for marijuana but my god, the words that are coming out of my mouth and how quickly I react to things are a little uncalled for.  Everything is just pissing me off.  Okay, that’s it. I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

GO TEAM!!!

xo

Angel

Edit (now it’s 9:37 pm): and I’m pretty darn depressed. I haven’t had much of an appetite. I only had a smoothie and a veggie wrap.  Trying to drink a lot of water.  Oh yeah, I’m developing a small headache. Maybe overall, today was a bad day. Feeling frustrated.  Apologies for being negative. ARGHHHHHH!!!!!

But still proud of my success. Day 3 is almost over 🙂

Angel’s Day 3: Talk about attitude…

This will be very brief.  My temper…is out of control today. No horrible urges for marijuana but my god, the words that are coming out of my mouth and how quickly I react to things are a little uncalled for.  Everything is just pissing me off.  Okay, that’s it. I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

GO TEAM!!!

xo

Angel

Edit (now it’s 9:37 pm): and I’m pretty darn depressed. I haven’t had much of an appetite. I only had a smoothie and a veggie wrap.  Trying to drink a lot of water.  Oh yeah, I’m developing a small headache. Maybe overall, today was a bad day. Feeling frustrated.  Apologies for being negative. ARGHHHHHH!!!!!

But still proud of my success. Day 3 is almost over 🙂

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