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Up until last December 23rd, I had been relying on medical marijuana to help me deal with chronic pain issues related to a neck injury suffered while working as a commercial fisherman in a remote area of the Aleutian islands off of Alaska. Unfortunately, dealing with the pain is still a serious issue. With the days getting shorter and the weather getting colder, I have been suffering a lot more – and as a result, so have the people around me.
I’ve tried to keep it to myself, but my normally (?) sunny attitude just isn’t with it in this cold, wet climate. Read More …
Today is Day 30 in my personal quest to stop smoking pot. It has been going very well and I’ve pledged to try to focus on positives, but right now I just cannot. I probably should not be writing this post in the interest of the common good and trying to be a good influence on others – but I need to be honest here and paint the entire picture.
You see, it is 2 am, and I awoke about an hour ago with a headache so bad it makes me feel like I want to puke. I’ve been having a lot of headaches every day since I reinjured my neck a couple of weeks ago – but none this bad. The area around the discs in my neck that are herniated are so swollen that it feels like someone cracked me in the back of the head with a baseball bat …. Read More …
Today was day 16 in my personal quest to stop smoking pot. Unfortunately, I’ve recently been suffering from a lot of neck pain due to herniated discs in my neck – they really seem to be flaring up. In the past, I would just use marijuana to deal with the pain and it would help get me through the day – but no longer.
I now need to find another way to cope with this chronic pain – but have not found the correct answer yet … Read More …
Successfully made it through Day 15 of my personal quest to stop using marijuana, as it had pretty much taken over my life. There have already been many great benefits, BUT there is also a MAJOR challenge: the herniated discs in my neck have been still causing me ongoing chronic pain and I have not been able to find anything that will actually help with it.
One of my other addictions (albeit healthy) does not seem to be helping either: I feel the need to exercise almost daily. This usually involves lifting weights, a great deal of core work and some cardio (although not nearly as much as a lot of people who just don’t know any better).
Tonight the pain has been so bad that I had to dig out my neck collar, which I have not worn in several months. It is totally uncomfortable and I really hate wearing it in public – so I almost never do. But sometimes it really does help a lot – tonight is one of those nights.
Still the same, as much as I really need exercise daily and do not want to back step on the great progress I have made on developing my body (and sometimes assuming the identity of Joe Abs) – I am 1000% committed to staying off the pot. I just hope these neck issues don’t start making it difficult to think again – then it’s really a toss up between which is worse …. pain or pot.
An old friend from my days as a commercial crab fisherman in Alaska (think Deadliest Catch without the TV cameras and fake BS) probably said it best: “Pain is a GOOD thing, it tells you that you are still alive.”