Angel’s Day 16

It finally happened. I dreamt about smoking pot. In my dream I was hanging out with a friend getting ready to go out and she whipped out a one hitter. I remember being hesitant about taking a toke but did it anyways and immediately after remorse hit me. Pretty intense feeling of guilt as I woke up, but relieved to know that I did not smoke 🙂

My headaches are still there but very slight, sleeping patterns are still sporadic.  My reward, though, is that it’s DAY 16 and I have no desire whatsoever to smoke. I don’t have an urgency to go to a dispensary to get pot anymore (perhaps that will come back but at least I know that I will fight it and win).  My mind is getting clearer every day from the 17 years of fog; short term memory is finally coming back. Remembering people’s names upon greeting is a big thing and I’m slowly getting there. I’m not aimlessly multi-tasking anymore, yet focusing on one thing at a time with great concentration and feeling a great sense of accomplishment. I’m starting to meditate again as well as working out. Drinking a ton of water and eating better food (not having a munch fest anymore). Best of all, my skin has improved, my lungs feel more free and I am genuinely happier.

If only I had known…I would have done this sooner 😉 But better now than never!!!!

Peace and love.

xo

Angel

4 Commentsto Angel’s Day 16

  1. Angel says:

    Hey Marie! How's it going with you on your journey into clarity thus far? I can't wait to read about your experience! It's really fantastic and looking forward to life everyday 🙂

  2. Angel says:

    Thank you, Joe!!!! I'm feeling great 🙂

  3. Marie says:

    Hi Angel! Today is my day 1, so thanks for keeping up with your journal, it's so helpful. I am looking forward to gaining clarity over the coming weeks.

  4. Joe Kennedy says:

    SO happy for you Angel! You are doing GREAT!!!!

    Sorry that you too have had THE nightmare – I actually had one just like that last week – and that is after almost 9 months of no weed … But they are very rare these days.

    Good on you for taking better care of yourself – very proud of you!

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